My chest feels heavy today
My heart feels broken
Tears threaten to fall but I blink them away
But then, I feel a teardrop slide down my cheek
It gets harder to breathe
I take deep breaths but my chest feels full
I tell myself to inhale and exhale slowly
Subconsciously rubbing my chest to ease the fullness
Memories of that day keep flashing
I shake my head to dispel them
Telling myself to look forward
And not dwell on what happened
I'm alone right now
And I don't know if that's good or bad
When alone, I can let myself go
If there's company, there may be comfort
But then, the emotions might remain hidden
My chest feels heavy today
My heart feels broken
But I guess this is something that will continously happen
And I have to expect it and accept it
For there's no other way to feel the great love that was taken away too soon
